​Receiving Love

I remember when I was younger, that I was searching for someone that would see the beauty in who I was. Someone that would love me no matter what. Someone that would see how special I was.

Someone that I could share the love I had within me with no strings attached, no rules and no conditions. Someone that was able to honor and love me just they way I would honor and love them.

And I am sure a lot of you that are reading this can at least somewhat relate to the above…

Growing up I was taught that I needed to toughen up, be careful, to not trust anybody, fight my way through and stop being so sensitive, as we seemingly live in a cruel world, where only the strong survive and being perceivably weak by being sensitive, fair and loving, honoring everyone and everything would get me nowhere.

Sure enough, as everyone was taught roughly the same, that’s what I was seeing everywhere around me.  Everyone was trying to be as tough as possible and fighting their way through to get ahead of everyone else, or at least in a position where they were not perceived as the weak ones.

Love was confused with having as much sex as possible and looking as sexy as possible, so you can be loved, however that may look like for the one you are trying to attract and catch. Those that were the most beautiful and/or rich by societies standards, where the ones that were loved the most and attracted the most beautiful counterpart, that loved them for their beauty or money.

And as we are still in the transition from the old paradigm into the new paradigm, I still see this happening a lot around me.

Being loved translates into having sex for many and loving someone almost always comes with many conditions attached. If those conditions aren’t met, we are not worthy to receive love.

Within the parameters of society’s conditioning of receiving love and what humanity perceives love is, you simply can not win. This is why nearly everyone on this planet is desperately looking to receive love, no matter how it may look like and how many conditions are attached to it.

And this is why sooo many are acting out negatively or even violently, as they do not feel the love and appreciation that they so desperately are craving for. This way they at least get some attention and maybe even appreciation from others that feel the same way as they do.

We are beings of love, so it is on only natural to have the yearning to receive love from the outside.

Yet receiving and feeling unconditional love from the outside is nearly impossible, until we start to feel and embody the love that we truly are. Until we start to let go of all of society’s conditioning, all the belief systems and start to be our authentic selves without any strings attached.

The more I have let go of the search of love outside of myself, the more I have let go of what does not serve me, the more I embody and express who I truly am…

…Being and embodying the healthy, whole and complete being, that I already AM.

Stepping out of societies conditioning and stepping out of the grip of mass consciousness. Opening my heart, letting go of all the armor, feeling my true presence, feeling my creator consciousness and the love that I ALREADY AM and always have been.

The more I step into my own realization, becoming who I truly am, enjoying everything and everyone without expectations, the more I can feel the love that is everywhere around me.

I can feel and receive the love that is in the air, I can feel and receive the love of the trees, the animals, the elements. I can feel and receive the love and embracement of my guides, my entourage and the whole Universe.

I can feel, and I am now able to receive the love that other human beings are as well (even if they don’t know it yet). I can see and feel the divinity and love that is within everything and everyone.

As I have stopped searching for love outside of myself, I have opened up to receive love from everything and everyone.